Consumed by what isn’t me What I should never be Why I should never flee From what is inside of me Hiding behind lock and key Now I’ve found reality Now I am finally free Terror management theory Terror I feel it, I get it I now know I feel it, I get it Death comes slow For me Awaiting what’s inevitable Something that is irreversible Making something out of nothing Until the day I rest in my coffin Awaiting what’s inevitable Something that is irreversible Making something out of nothing Until the day I rest in my coffin A true duality The I is mixed with the me I am but also I’m not All and nothing have I got I have found the book of life No more shall I believe the lies I’m eternally free Terror management theory Terror I feel it, I get it I now know I feel it, I get it Death comes slow For me Awaiting what’s inevitable Something that is irreversible Making something out of nothing Until the day I rest in my coffin Awaiting what’s inevitable Something that is irreversible Making something out of nothing Until the day I rest in my coffin I am pain, a dreadful disease Realization of what is me Terror management You close your eyes, you don’t see Don’t realize what you could be Terror management Awaiting what’s inevitable Something that is irreversible Making something out of nothing Until the day I rest in my coffin Awaiting what’s inevitable Something that is irreversible Making something out of nothing Until the day I rest in my coffin

Please stop Please let me stop you for your own sake Seeing you will never be the same again Oh how I wish you could see it too I can’t stop these voices I’m hearing I promise that this is the last time Please let me help you out from the dark Please leave your addiction behind Why do you sleep with the enemy? Why is it so hard to give an apology? The demons inside are taking over What happened to the days when we had each other? Am I all in vein or can you still change? Every step I take feels like a step away How far have you gone down into the hole? Every ounce of you has burned away Every dream you had dissolved like sugar in water Any affection showed towards you made you turn away I can’t stop these voices I’m hearing I promise that this is the last time Please let me help you out from the dark Please leave your addiction behind I can’t stop these voices I’m hearing I promise that this is the last time Please let me help you out from the dark Please leave your addiction behind I can’t stop these voices I’m hearing I promise that this is the last time Please let me help you out from the dark Please leave your addiction behind I can’t stop these voices I’m hearing I promise that this is the last time Please let me help you out from the dark Please leave your addiction behind I can't stop these voices I'm hearing I promise that this is the last time I promise that this is the last time I promise that this is the last time

In the lake I swim Trying not to drown Keep myself above water Why did I end up here? How could this happen? What have I done to deserve this fate? Am I not good enough? Am I a bad person? Is this all for a greater good? Maybe one day I will find my way Out of this wet and cold misery Here in the lake I slowly die I try to reach out for a helping hand But no one reaches back for me When I first came here I couldn’t swim And my chance of survival was oh so slim But I adapted slowly over time And now I am a destructive paradigm What I have become Not a guide of life Nothing anyone should strive for A mindless being Driven by primal instincts Not really living just barely surviving Self-destroying Suicidal Searching for a reason to stay afloat Not finding any Living day by day Any could be the last Here in the lake I slowly die I try to reach out for a helping hand But no one reaches back for me I am swimming around in circles A pointless existence seemingly endless I am a shadow of my former self Sick When I first came here I couldn’t swim And my chance of survival was oh so slim But I adapted slowly over time And now I am a destructive paradigm When I first came here I couldn’t swim And my chance of survival was oh so slim But I adapted slowly over time And now I am a destructive paradigm